Monday, October 17, 2016
Lovie Dovie all the time
There are very few times I've joined in on the trend of bragging about how much I love my spouse on social media. There are a couple of reasons for that.
First of all, it seems kind of fake to put on such an ostentatiously public display of affection. Surely our spouses know we love them. Surely we show and tell them in many ways in real life. Also, how many of the spouses lauded in these posts are themselves regular users of the platforms? An e-mail would accomplish the same communication to your love, without dragging in hundreds of bystanders. And those bystanders are going to, what? "Like" your declaration of undying affection? That's a little weird.
Second, so much of what makes my relationship with my husband beautiful doesn't translate well to public formats. I recognize that the richness of our history together gives context and meaning to things that sound unremarkable. I've been entangled with Hubby for longer than I was alive before I met him, so there are layers and layers of stories wrapping everything that happens between the two of us.
It's almost as if every interaction we have is based on an inside joke. You know how it goes when you're laughing with someone, and you turn to another friend in the circle and say, "You had to have been there." You could explain what just happened or describe the context of the original event, but it still wouldn't be funny.
I keep wanting to talk about things Hubby does or says that make my heart swell because of the joy they bring me. I often don't, though, because after I re-read them, I know nobody will understand. The one time I did publish a story, I cringed about it sounding all wrong.
I love my husband so very much. He knows me, and he understands me in the deep way that only long history and hard work can bring about. I'm exceptionally grateful that our life experiences have brought us closer together, rather than driving us apart. I'm humbled and thankful that the ways we've both changed have made us more compatible, rather than less.
None of that, however, distills very well into a Facebook post, an Instagram photo, or a tweet.